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6月28日 On life, love and other human ailmentsIve not written a decent blog for over a month, so its about time i got my act together and did so. Wish me luck.
Exams have been over now for almost a week, hopefully ive done alright. worried about english a bit, but since im unable to do anything about this ill just ignore it.
But its now a very strange feeling. Freedom and liberation yes, but also there's this sense of misplacement and aimlessness. Before, time off school has been spent revising or doing homework and stuff (or at least pretending i am or will be soon), but now i dont have to do that and in all honesty i dont like it.
I guess ive no real reason to be upset. I know im not gonna get bad results, (though perhaps not my best possible) and most other things in my life are settling out once again, but atm things r feeling a bit too much....
perhaps thats the lack of sleep talking, things have just suddenly and unpleasantly come to a point where everything seems to be changing, and whilst im not opposed to change, and know better than to resist it, i still wish it would be slower.
And im nervous about this israel trip coming up soon. never been away for more than two weeks before and i dont know any of the 50 or so other people going so it will be interesting. An experience that can only make me a more interesting person. Character building, thats what. ill just keep telling myself that. maybe sooon ill believe it.
So there's my "decent" if not self-indulgent blog, hope its recieved better than my last.... 5月21日 reminiscingsWell schools finished now. Sad really. Not so much coz of the people, as Ill c nearly all off them nxt year at sixth form, but more because up to this point its been the focus of my entire life. All my holidays have been planned to it, the majority of my days have been structured around its attendance, and so on. I guess it never really bothered me too much, but now its over, it leaves me feeling a little lost. But anyway. Leavers ball was last night... what a surreal evening that was. Tux's, dresses, limos, dancing, pissed teachers (no names, mr kandola...). All made for the most bizarre evenin ive yet had. Excellent undoubtedly, but very odd all the same. sorry folks, jst realised i cant be bothered to finish this properly. far too tired zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 5月16日 AnnaDon't ask me how i realised this odd coincidence, but has anyone else noticed what word is exactly 1 letter after anna. how bizarre (wa wa waa, wa wa waa, wa wa wa wa waaa etc.) Also, the other day, whilst at my old man's, (who incidentally had an operation on his shoulder to realign its bones and is now recoveringwell, but painfully) i was coaxed into reapairing his bath plug. Stupid design it was, but thats not the point. the point is, that upon removing the bath panel. i was greeted by an odd phenomenon: The builder's coke can. For me this is interesting because:
Prehaps i shall photograph it for you. Nah, cant be bothered, sorry. Oh well, exams begin soon, hurrah. Im actualy beginning to worry that ive not done enough work for them, but u think thats gonna make me work? u'd be wrong, coz it hasnt. They approach like some kind of steam train though, that i cant stop, and don't want to greet nor see its effects. quite a good analogy if i may so myself. Any answers to my opening question please post below. Wow a rather long blog for me. Does this count as interesting Eve/ Tom? Yes? oh good, thats a relief, well bye bye every body. Happy revising
5月13日 An interesting blogis not what this will be, because i forgot what i was going to write. Oh well. sorry eve, tom and anyone else who was looking forward to it... It will come back to me, and then i shall write it, and you and me, and you will all be happy, and sated with interest.... 5月9日 Pink shirtsWell i'm buggered. Been tryin my freshly dyed dinner shirt on, tryin to decide whether its usable. BUT ITS PINK, and to contrast this, its got the perfect red on the pleats. My dillema is that i wanna try again, but need a) more time and b) more money. Both of which are currently depleted. I could wear it, but its not smart any more, and does look kinda pimp, which isnt the style i wanted. oh well. Any ideas would be kindly appreciated And to think out of everything thats goin down atm, im writin bout the most trivial of matters.... P.s Liars, if its so bloody "cotton rich", then why has it got so much polyester? 5月8日 do you realize that happiness makes you cry, do you realize that everyone you know some day will die?wow, i just wrote song lyrics as a title, somethings not right.... And speaking of dying. Im dying my dinner shirt for the skool ball (had u there). its in the machine now, and it looks very red.... it will be good, it will be good, and hopefully not pink. I'll inform you if it works or not. And just to say to everyone readin this. if you think this is boring DO NOT READ IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! simple, not hard to grasp. *looks at eve and tom who actualy offended me by there unfair remarks* 5月7日 this lovely themei felt like a change (yes another one). so, heres a pink theme for a while. no, im not gay nor even slightly camp (i think) just feelin in a pink mood. arent you glad i wrote this blog now? |
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